Sometimes we tend to hide our real identity...
It's not because we're hiding something,
we're just reluctant to let others know the real us...
or to simply put it... we're just avoiding the possibility of offending them

There are point in our lives when we became dependent to others that working without them is quite difficult... Dependency is one thing that I need to overcome... I used to decide things not by myself but with the help of others... When we are used to be with somebody almost everyday, we get used to them and maybe too attached to them that it can be hard for us to adjust our daily routine without them... (Well it doesn't really apply to everyone)...
Well, adjustment could never be that easy... but one thing is for sure, it takes two weeks to form a habit, same thing as it will take few more weeks and I'll be able to develop the habit of being alone... All by myself :)
Gracias everyone!

just a simple note to remind ourselves that once in a while we need to RELAX...
Let us not be overwhelmed with our busyness....
A lot of things may need to be done early but, hey! why not sit back and relax
then get back to work later when you're done unloading many unnecessary thoughts from your mind... Remember,the best thing to overcome pressure is to simply relax and then refocus!
Have a relaxing Tuesday everyone!

This is my sister... my bestfriend...

we used to fight about nonsense things just for fun

we used to watch movie together

we used to hang out together

i have my first trip via plane with her

she's the youngest yet she thinks bigger things than I do

She's strict yet so sweet

I miss her so much

I am anticipating for her return next year

I miss my bestfriend, my sis...

Indeed, God is my strength... He calms my heart with His promise of a hopeful future...I have already slowly accept the reality that true love needs a little sacrifice in His name... Yes, my Junie was right when he told me before he left that we need to seek God first... We need to do His will... We need to prioritize God's agenda... and everything, yes literally EVERYTHING will be added unto us... for both of us...

Wow... as I gathered the words to write on this blog, I just can't hold my tears... then i asked myself, why do I cry? I should be happy after all... God has been so faithful with His words, indeed, His plan is to prosper us and NOT to harm us...But why do I felt this kind of emptiness, this kind of feeling that I never felt before...This has something to do with the previous blogs I've wrote... YES, this is the moment of truth... Separation Anxiety, that's it.. i have this anxiety within me now... But I guess this is normal after all... Everybody would feel the same way if given the same situation... Yes, it's not that easy... I should have known this before... I know God will comfort me, as He always does... As of now, I don't have the courage to say that I'm feeling okay because I just can't lie to myself, neither to my heart... This is between me and God... He brought me into this situation for a reason... Everything will work out just perfectly fine... Yes, He is not finished with us yet... This is my waning period, i need to get used to this... but this shall come to pass... Soon, God will reveal His entire plan not only for me but for both of us... I will hold on to God's promises... I can bear all these things through His strength... Yes I Can!