Responsibilities according to the Word Web is defined as "The social force that binds you to the courses of action demanded by that force"... ouch! while searching for its definition, I can feel the burden. I am not saying that I am against with that word. It just so happen that when I was challenged with my responsibilities, I felt helpless. Why? because I do not have the means to carry that responsibilities. And what exactly I mean when I say "means"? Well. I don't feel like elaborating it here. I just want to express my feeling right now in a subtle way. Again and again, it made my day awful by just merely thinking about it. 

Well, I know for a fact that I am not the only one who went through his kind of dilemma... but hey, it's quite too heavy for me to bear... And the sad fact was that, the people whom you have expected to , shall I say, be with you in this kind of ordeal, they are equally helpless to help you. They do not have the "means" as well. 

Buh! where is my God? maybe He could help... not unless, He deliberately allow me to feel this way... therefore,  He just let me have this feeling until I  totally gave up everything and surrender it back to Him... (Easier said than done) We already have that intimate conversation the other night, I slept at 2am. I talked to Him, however, I wasn't able get the chance of listening to His responses... my hands is so full... my mind is so preoccupied and my heart is restless. And now, alone and so lonely... I can hear the rain drops... and I can feel the warmth of my tear drops. 

Lord, make me whole... 

Milla Jovovich is such a caliber actress.. If you happened to watch the Resident Evil Saga, you will really appreciate her acting prowess. Don't fail to review this movie and watch her move! Have an action-packed Tuesday!
Synopsis:



Something terrible is lurking in the Hive, a vast underground genetic research facility run by the Umbrella Corporation, a faceless bio-engineering conglomerate. A deadly viral outbreak occurs, and in response, the Red Queen - a vast supercomputer that controls and monitors the Hive - seals the entire facility to contain the leak, killing all the trapped employees.
Alice (Milla Jovovich) and Rain (Michelle Rodriguez) must lead fellow commandos to isolate the virus that has wiped out Umbrella’s entire research staff. The team soon discovers, however, that the workers are…not…really…dead. They are now the ravenous, zombie-like Undead, and they are prowling the hive. One bite or scratch from an Undead causes infection and worse, instant transformation into their kind.
Alice and the military task force have three hours to complete their mission before the Undead threaten to overrun the Earth. To access the Red Queen, the team must pass through a series of increasingly horrifying obstacles in the maze-like hive. These include deadly lasers, mutant dogs and a vast specimen room where Alice witnesses the results of Umbrella’s evil experimental research. Alice soon discovers the Undead are the ghastly result of Umbrella’s latest project gone awry -- the T-virus.
Initially designed to combat ageing and fight nerve-based diseases, the T-virus has the ability to reanimate dead cells. Alice realises that an unknown saboteur has stolen the virus and freed it into the hive’s atmosphere. That’s how the outbreak occurred. Who would do such a thing, and why?
Confronting the giant computer, Rain demands that she guide them to the surface. The Red Queen agrees, but insists that no one who is infected will be allowed to escape. Unless of course, they can find the Anti-Virus first. Standing in their way is a genetically mutated experiment that is now a vicious creature known as "the Licker," bent on destroying them all. The Licker’s strength increases with each victim it slays–making the team’s job even more deadly.
Will the team defeat the Red Queen and find the anti-virus in time? Or are they doomed to turn Undead? Who, if anyone, will escape the evil Hive alive?
(http://www.residentevilfan.com/movie)


  Happy viewing everyone!

I am back to Mellow Yellow Monday!

Oh I just miss this picture... I attended the Pajama Party but went home ahead for a very important appointment (wedding of my Manang Maris...). this Pajama Party was organized by our former President, Ms. Lea Vanessa Galisa (2nd from the left). She just left for Manila and I begun to miss her.. (I used to call her apo, and she called me "granny"). This was a night to remember, a memory to cherish... There's Halley (standing behind) she's now in Singapore... This is the good thing about taking pictures to every event of our lives... Memories will forever be cherished and remembered...

Happy Monday everyone!

If you are considering Lasik surgery and other similar procedure for your eye problem, visit USAEyes.org. They are widely known for their reliability when it comes to health information that has something to do with our vision as featured in various prominent media resources. Michelle Andrews posted about this at USNews with her article entitles "A Lighter, Defer Touch". For those who are not yet familiar,   USAEyes is a non-profit Lasik patient advocacy organization. If you have some inquiries, have it posted on their interactive internet bulletin board.

No, I won't be presenting a step-by-step method here on how to do so, instead, I will refer you to the experts. They are among my Co- BC Bloggers...

Check their blog and follow them:

How I Earn Money Online

Blogging Mom Business

Reviews, Inc.

Pinay Mommy Online

But oops... there are still many out there whom you can really count on especially for those who are novice in blogging...
Check my other Co-BC Bloggers

Lakers won, Celtic lost... but it really doesn't matter to me... Ever since Michael Jordan stopped playing, I lost interest in watching NBA games. Well, congratulations to Kobe and his team anyway.
But that is not the main topic of my post today.

My attention was caught with the latest (most recent) happenings in the news about the police advocacy against crimes. With their effort to protect the people especially the children from the street criminals, the Manila police issued free whistles to the students... Well, nice one, we just hope, those who were given the whistles are responsible enough to use it.

On the other hand, have you seen the Amazing WEBBY AWARD SPEECH? So fun, and perfect! The awardees are only allowed to have a five-word acceptance speech.. IT IS INDEED SO COOL ☺

Wee. it's my Huggy's 29th birthday... a manifestation of God's faithfulness in his life...

He is now busy preparing, not for a party but a sermon that he is going to preach for our Lighthouse at Iponan...

Go go go my einuj! May God continually bless you and gives you the desire of your ♥ :)

How does it feel staying at home for three straight days without work? For me? it's stress-free time! Away from work... away from busy schedules... and away from the computer (not totally though). When I am at work, my time was consumed in front of the computer doing my work and other side trippings (fb, blogging etc.)
But when I am home, I don't really consumed much of my time in front of my CRAWLING PC (am still seeking for an expert's help)... Two days holiday is good enough to stay home and spend time with the family... and more time zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzleeping! ♥

This week, I'm too busy or should I say, disorganized? t'was such a very long week though ironically, time runs so fast that I didn't notice, it's FRIDAY already and still haven't completed all the tasks that need to be done! 

Monday- busy with paper works...

Tuesday- busy preparing bid docs...

Wednesday- doing an errand for a friend...

Thursday- still busy but manages to pose with Gail (see her smile?)

Friday- trying to complete all the paper works but opted to write an entry here... Trying to ease boredom... I am so exhausted but I am not really complaining... This is just an indication that my body is at work... not idle after all. An indication that God is there, giving me life, allowing me to feel anything, and gives me His infinite wisdom... I am thankful by the way of all His faithfulness in my life... I knew I went through some "spiritual  dryness" lately and I can feel His intervention through His people... The enemy is trying to pull me down but unable to make it (he is NOTHING compared to my BIG DADDY-)

Evident to my mixed emotion was my not-so-updated-blog... Good thing Kayce was there to catch my attention, thank you girl for checking my blog, I am really looking forward meeting you soon and learn helpful tips from you :)... And perhaps, aside from all those feelings I tried to overcome, there's this bad news that I received from SS regarding my two sponsored post which they claim was violating the rule.. (I wonder what and how did it happen). Just imagine the effort I have exerted just to complete the task... But anyway, that's it. The least thing that I did was to delete the said posts so I won't be reminded about it anymore... I need to make a paradigm shift from all those things that caused me a mixed, mismatch emotion... Tomorrow is going to be a long day for me. It's my first day of class... Please pray for me. May I get along well with my students... 

Good day everyone!

No matter what, the Lord our God will never ever forsake us!

If you need Lasik surgery, don't just entrust the operation to untrustworthy eye centers, go for Stahl Eye Center. One of their specialties is Ophthalmology. You can be assured that their doctors are certified by USAEyes and a graduate from top universities. Their doctors performed on-site surgery. With their expertise, integrity and reliability, they have an average of 45 patients per day. They have three locations in New York which include Manhattan and Long Island. Don't settle for less, always go for the best.  

The start of the classes means the start of meeting new faces... Once again, First Semester of the School Year 2010-2011 is here... This time I am not handling CAD and Manual Drawing subjects, I was given a unit with the TLE 4th Year students... I knew, by the grace of God, I can make it :)

Anyway, I am a little bit excited for my Saturday classes because I will be dealing with the future Educators like me!

Time is quite tight for me this past few days that I wasn't able to write my daily post here... Anyway, I am just amazed of the number of post I have written last month, it's quite a number :)
So busy but coping up...

Hello fellow bloggers... Please check this out.. Raven just give me the correct code.. Please grab it...

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I would like to thank my dear stude, Raven for taking time to create this badge.. I really long for this...
Up for a Link Exchange? Would love to exchange links and/or badges with you! Let me know so I can link you up too!

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Good morning.... Life ahead is full of surprises... Expect the unexpected...
Currently I am reading Joyce Meyer's The Confident Woman and I am loving it...

I am so desperate to attached my signature for my every post that I really research for it... Then I bump to Mommy Moments' blog and wow! I am really so thankful with their help.... Now I've got my signature to all my post!

If you want to have yours too, just log on to www.mylivesignature.com

Ahead of me are challenges that I know will test my patience, perseverance and determination. Beginning June 1, 2010, by the grace of God, I will be assigned as Executive Assistant to one of the highly respected officials in our school. The terms of reference of an Executive Assistant can be summarized into two words as GREAT RESPONSIBILITY. Before this new task was entrusted to me, I am already trained on secretarial job being the nature of my present work. One particular task that I always encountered with is  pdf search and download. There are many PDF search Engine in the web, but there's one particular  PDF Search Engine  that I find really helpful, the PDF Queen. On this website, you can choose by your location or country to narrow down your searches. I tried to search for the Executive Assistant's Manual and I was so impressed with the result. Right after typing the phrase 'Executive Assistant's Manual' I was prompted with an option to choose the HTML version with the help of Google which automatically generates html versions of documents as the site will generate pdf results. The advantage of this was that while downloading the pdf copy, PDF Queen will provide us with the immediate result but in html version. If the PDF download is done we can save a copy of it.

Here's a snapshot of my experience with PDF Queen:

Perfect, right? PDF Queen indeed reign in the world of Search Engines.

"To go deeper is a choice". that's the line of my friend Leah when she gave her message yesterday during our Wednesday Fellowship.

Yes, that it absolutely true. God gave us this freewill-our freedom to choose. There is a price that we need to pay if we opt to go deeper, according to her. Prices like patience, endurance, determination, and FAITH. She emphasized FAITH. Going Deeper is a STEP OF FAITH. Again, I agree with her.

Faith is the ABSENCE OF FEAR. Unlike FAITH, fear will crippled us- disabling us to do what we ought to do (in accordance to God's will)... On the other hand, faith will move us and allow us to do what seems to be impossible... FAITH originated from God, and with God NOTHING is impossible.

And so now, I need that kind of faith. Now that I am about to take a greater challenge ahead of me, I need a multiple dosage of faith to enable me to do what seems to be impossible... With this amount of faith I will be able to get empowered without a hint of fear nor doubt...

Going deeper is a LEAP of faith... I need to make that choice.

Yes without Him I am nothing. God has proved it to me so many times... and He proved it again to me this time. When I was in the situation wherein I have no one to run to except Him. Again, God's answered to my prayer saved me when I found myself in a very awkward predicament... that if not because of His intervention, I do not know if where will I be right now.

I declared God's awesome goodness, His present help in time of needs...His faithfulness in my life is immeasurable... In spite of my unfaithfulness... my defiance... He loves me unconditionally...

To Him I bring back all the glory and honor!

This has something to do with Yuuki's Contest Mechanic for her Twin blog Anniversary, to write a blog review about one of her sponsors...

And I picked Liz' Pinkville blog. This pinky blog has a symbol of femininity on it all over. From her choice of colors to her graphics, Sailormoon was there.. Her blog focused on girl power... Oops, did I say it right? No! She's into magical thing... She played Magic: The Gathering! (or was that a game?)  Gosh I don't have any idea about that game but it seems like she really enjoyed it so much... Hmmm why not check it out for you to see...

I just realized that Yuuki and I shared a lot in common.... from the favorite color (which I assume and presume as PINK), for being Asian drama fanatic and to being bubbly!(I supposed)
Her DRAMA QUEEN blog is indeed a proof that she prefers Asian dramas than our very own, which she justified well as to why. But it seems like she's about to broaden her territory in Drama thing... She's into American dramas too! well, I'll be expecting a whole lot more from this blog... As of now, I have her blog on my list to keep me posted!
go go go Yuuki!
(Note: Please feature Korean drama videos that can be downloaded :)

This is a blog review for Yuuki's It's Not All About Me

Partly true...she justified it by the next line of her Blog Title: BUT MOST OF THE TIME IT IS...

Yes, that's Yuuki. I might not have the chance of meeting her personally but i can tell that she's bubbly! And like me, she's into pink! A certified Pinka-holic! Her sponsors would really love her more because of her thoughtfulness. Why? As you can see on her blog, all her sponsors were well presented on her reviews and mind you, all their badges are on her sidebar! No wonder more and more sponsors won't hesitate to back her up. As you can see, her prizes are indeed so tempting. By the way, she's my co-BC blogger!

Nice knowing your blog Yuuki, you're now the latest member on my BLOG LIST. Check it out!

Wow, Indeed summer won't be complete without joining this contest sponsored by Yuuki in celebration of her blogversary! Well, to qualify for the Raffle Prize, you must have a minimum of 500 points (contestants can have more raffle tickets depending on her total points, e.g total points = 1100 is equivalent to 2 raffle tickets). Earning the points are fun as well. Here's how:

A. Blog about the contest – 50 pts

B. Add the contest banner on your blog side bar – 50 pts

C. Write a blog review on It’s Not Always About Me – 100 pts

D. Write a blog review on Drama Queen – 100 points

E. Write a blog review on any of the Contest Sponsor’s blog – 100 points

F. Comment on any of my blog’s May post/ article – 10 points

G. Be the first to comment on any of the sponsor’s May post/ article– 10 points

H. Follow my blogs thru Google connect – 50 points

I. Subscribe to my blogs’ feeds – 100 points

J. Refer a friend on the contest – 50 points

 

Special Notes:

* For those with multiple blogs, you can do items A to D on all your blogs with full credits (but use one name/ email add)

* Contest Sponsors gets 100 points top-up

I am so preoccupied in joining the contests for my blogger friends. Actually, I should be one of them considering that I just turned one year in blogosphere on the 17th, but due to time constraint and sponsorship, I wasn't able to come up with a contest like this. So far this is the third contest I've joined so far for this month alone! Hmmm... hope I could have the chance to win to any of them since their prizes are so tempting!

Eye really matters being the window of our soul. If the problem you are facing right now has something to do with your vision, consider a kind of surgery that is reliable and suitable that would really solve the problem. Lasik surgery is just one of the solutions but do not just undergo such operation without knowing much about Lasik surgery and to whom you should entrust to do the operation.  USAEyes, cited by trusted organizations, has this advocacy in informing the public about the things that you ought to know about Lasik and other similar procedure. They have certified Lasik doctors whom you can really rely on.Visit USAEyes.org to know more about Lasik and other similar vision correction surgery.

Chris of Inspirational Insights,turned 1 this month. She is also the woman behind The Mommy Journey  and   Chris Chronicles. 

She'll be sponsoring a contest with the following simple guidelines:

1. Write a post about what inspires you and link it back to her contest page saying it is your official entry.

2. Write another post about this contest with the list of sponsors on it. For  the list of sponsors, copy the code here.

These are her noble sponsors:

1st Place
Seiko's Diary - $30
Topics on Earth - $10
SAHM Hosting - INFO Domain with Free Blog Hosting

2nd Place
Mommy Rubz - $5
The Mommy Journey - $5
Chris Chronicles - $5
SEO Friendly Blog Directory - $5
Rubz Online - INFO Domain with Free Blog Hosting

3rd Place
WAHM sa Pinas - $5
MommaWannabe- $5
Pinayjade - One Year Free Hosting

Promo runs from May 15 until May 30 12am EST. The winner will be chosen via random.org and announced on May 31. Three winners will be drawn, so get the chance to be one of them!

So what are you waiting for? Join now!

Yes you read it right... YOU inspired me. By merely reading this post, you inspired me to write more. By writing your comment, you inspired me all the more. Writing has been my passion ever since my younger years. It is through this hobby that I could release all my tensions as well as my stress. It is through writing that I could express my thoughts and emotions when I have no enough courage and confidence to say it. This is how I communicate with my Mom when talking back is not an option. And this is also how she understood my feelings. Writing plays a very important role in my life.I can be of myself, I can really be who I really am. When things seems falling apart for me, pen and paper are my most trustworthy companion. They allow me to pour out my feelings and after that I can really be okay. I write because I am confident that someone will read it. I write because I know that someone will understand me without saying anything. I write because God gave me that passion and I write hoping that someone else will be inspired to do the same. 

I was also inspired to draw. I am not a professional artist but God designed me to have this passion as well... It is in my sketches that I find solace when I am drained from work. It is with this passion as well that I know God can use me mightily... 

I am an average writer... an average artist but God put an unexplainable contentment in my heart that being average on the talent that He gave means contentment on the simplicity of life that only Him can fill. After all, God is too wise to be mistaken. Thanks for inspiring me! God bless.

I am so attracted with this funky pics from Dapino-Graphics that I make a simple collage and make it as my desktop's wallpaper... The black portion was intended for the desktop shortcuts to make it visible... Grab it and make it your desktop wall paper too!

The most sought-after product nowadays are those products that contains anti aging properties.  As early as 25 years, most men and women alike patronize products that contain such properties. Many of us are also particular with whitening products. The most popular right now are glutathione. We can find it in soap, lotion and even in capsules!  Check http://www.oxis.com for their products that does not only contain anti aging and whitening properties, but anti-oxidant as well! Oxis International is the premier provider for the potent anti-oxidant, which is the Ergothioneine. It maybe hard to spell but it is absolutely effective. As I searched about this kind of anti oxidant, Ergothioneine is an antioxidant amino acid that occurs naturally in the body and is found in high concentrations around cells that are subjected to free radical damage. Getting health conscious needs a considerable amount of investment. Do not settle for less but of suspicious quality, they're all nothing but a penny stocks. OXIS's Ergothioneine is the only significant commercial source of l-ergothioneine worldwidemanufactured by Oxis. 

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